This is the way you left me, I’m not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory. No happy ending.
This is the way that we love, like it’s forever.
Then live the rest of our life, but not together.
Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life.
Can’t get no love without sacrifice.
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well.
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell.
… This is the hardest story that I’ve ever told.
Throwing away the “box”. All the pictures, stuff from dates, and memories are going away. Time to let go. After all, he’s engaged. We had our run and we screwed it up. Literally.
My little brother was watching the Mormon Messages on Youtube today. My mom and him sent me an email to watch this…. Hahaha I love it. You never know what people notice about you.
Day 49.
School is going so great. Life is great. And my Number Theory class is blowing my freakin’ mind. It can’t get much better than this. Oh and Steve is coming up to visit. So that’ll be fun.
Anyways I have Not Alone by RED stuck in my head. One of the things I learned in Family Foundations is that you should listen to good music to get through your trials. And that song is the best.
Overtaken is a video made by my friend’s mom in an effort to decrease drug use. Many of the people who speak in this video are my friends from elementary, middle, and high school. We’ve watched a lot of our friends die or suffer serious brain damage. And then we’ve also lost friend’s to prison. It’s horrible. It’s horrible getting a phone call that your best friend overdosed. Or having a cop show up at your house looking for your friend who is a runaway and has a record. Don’t get involved with it AT ALL. Don’t use em, don’t deal em, don’t protect em. They ruin relationships. Trust me.
But there is always hope.
About me
I eat bananas. Jim Carrey taught me how to spell beautiful. I have a lava lamp next to my bed at home and Harry Potter watches me undress. Annnnnnndddd Marissa has a big head.
